A new year a new me?

Sorry I have been absent lately, work has been taking over me the last few months...ok ok so its been longer than a few months...October is a long time! :) :LOL So let me catch you on everything. So in December we got the news we were doing a remodel in our Target store, we were sooo happy about it, and getting Produce in, that way we could compete with some other stores, like Walmart and Safeway. Of course I was in baby for a while, then I got moved to H&B for a while, then I asked my boss to go on to the remodel team, of course she was skeptical on it because I'm on of the good people on her team, but she knew something I didn't. I worked overnights, 9 pm to 530am 5 days a weeks, Sunday through Thursday, 40 hours a week for 3 months. Now before the remodel started I didn't do much of anything...well it was winter and rainy all the time so...what else was there to do? I mean seriously! LOL

Well I found out *She who may not be named* will be working overnights too...great just what I wanted...some bitchy ass girl telling these new people how to do their jobs when she doesn't have a trainers thing herself. first few days went well, then the vacuum wall was all that had to set her off! I asked her where the rest of the label strips were and she was like they are all right here...nope nope they weren't. I went to the boss and she was even super pissed when I told him that she said that they were all there but they weren't and I wasn't sure how to do the back wall. She got mad walked off and in front of the flow team she said "F**k this shit," seriously who does this...well after that we didn't talk anymore. Fine with me, I was making new friends with other people I didn't care, plus Brandon had me doing other things that needed to be done.

Remodel was going great! Loved being on the overnight remodel team. Met some pretty cool people, including some of the guys that did our new fixtures. :) Well May came around and they were almost done and pfresh would be there shortly :( aww how can I not work with out all this noise they brought to overnight? I loved this noise they had going on every night! Remodel got done I went back to flow, and I was in H&B for a while, then got put in the middle for a few weeks, now I am in housewares.

SOOOOOO, back to *she who can not be named* ugh what can I say she is starting up trouble again at work with me. Well a few weeks ago I asked her to start calling the market pallet before it hit a half of pallet so it would let the bowlers know it needed to be gone shortly. Ugh no she got all mad at me and was like "Ashley, I have been calling it for 20 minutes..." I was like "then why didn't you ask someone to take it out..." "I did Ashley!" ok ok I let it go again! Then the other day I was on the line with her, and we had LOD Zach with us helping out, and he told me I had a tough job, after he asked what i did and told him, and I called out a few pallets and *she who may not be named* yelled for one to go and I said back down the line "I already called it and a few others, I'm on top of it!" I wasn't being rude at all! why do I need to be rude to anyone at work? seriously!? So I went to help put some market on the new pallet with Kristen, well she came up to me again and was literally yelling at me "Ashley! I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't yell at me on the line!" I calmly said to her "I wasn't yelling at you, I was stating the fact that I had already called it and a few others." and she got soooo mad...so i went on my way to do my things. Well I needed to stay late and take a test and finish a cart of baby food. Well after work I got called to the office...mind you I had already clocked out...and she was called to the office! In my mind I'm saying "shit what the fuck!" it was just to let us know that we need to squash what we have going on...seriously its not me Cindi its her...its all I wanted to say...I let her plead her case and every time I would say something she would interrupt me...now I didn't do that to her...plus I wanted to be like "Bitch STFU. i let you talk its my turn!" but I didn't I was calm. and whatever she wants she won't get that jealous bitch! I had already told my boss's that I wasn't gonna set myself up for failure. Its just not me. What is the definition of Gemini? This is a definition of Gemini:
Gemini is Mutable Air, and its keyword is "I think". Symbolized by the twins Castor and Pollux (one heavenly, one of the Earth), Gemini rules the conscious mind, and represents the duality and law of opposites in all things. You are the butterfly of the Zodiac, flitting from one experience to another, sometimes staying only on the surface and lacking in depth. You're centered on thoughts, words, communication, and the pursuit of intellectual stimulation. Friendly, clever and witty, you like almost everyone and could sell them something as well. You'd make a good teacher, writer or reporter, and need a job where you can move about and associate with others. Variation, flexibility, and freedom in relationships are important to you. In the body Gemini rules the nervous system, arms, hands, shoulders and lungs.

In the personality

Gemini persons tend to be restless, intellectual folks. They are mental people by nature, and have a dynamic spirit that is intellectually impressionable and inspired by pure ideas. This dynamism allows them to default to a more positive mental state. They are able to, and enjoy synthesizing bits of information to get a good idea of what's going on. This may however come at the expense of deeper understanding of things or verifying their integrity all the way through. There's somewhat of a tendency to be social butterflies, unless Saturn is strong or there are other introspective elements in the astrology chart. They can be somewhat childish in demeanor, sometimes a bit lacking in responsibility, unless the chart shows strong mature indications. They may have something of a mischief or a prankster in them. They just love having a good laugh, but may sometimes annoy others in the process. They can be quite humorous and usually have a rather bubbly and stimulating personality which can attract many admirers. Communication and interactions are fundamental in this sign, Geminis can lose themselves when these are missing or ineffective. They need to know what's going on, or they may imagine bad things. They love having a discussion and sharing things, and it can have a great soothing effect on them when they are in a bad mood. They love finding common grounds with people. They need some attention, and can become resentful when people don't talk to them when they feel they should. They have natural distrustful inclinations, especially when there is no constructive communication going on. On a general note, these natives tend to be friendly, but are often covertly self-serving. They can be quite cool and calculated, however influence from Venus or a good Moon can help rebalance this somewhat and make them more thoughtful. They seek stimulating experiences, and although being somewhat intellectual in nature, they can get bored and lose their interest rather quickly. They nevertheless have a great wit, rather curious and inquisitive by nature. They dislike thick-headed people. Gemini is so mentally active that it can be rather forgetful. Gemini people can appear cold and somewhat emotionally unreachable, which may be bothersome to some. A more empathic Moon set up can help assuage this to some degree. Gemini has a reputation as a rather unfaithful sign. This, however, is a misconception, for when truly in love Gemini can be very loyal. They do need friends and a social life in order to feel complete. If the partner is willing to let them have a social life, Gemini will repay them with love and loyalty. But if not, Gemini may lose interest and either leave or begin an affair. For this reason Gemini really needs a partner who is just as social and can keep up with them. Unless there is a strong contrarian Uranus influence on the Sun or Mercury, they can be subtly influenceable, as their dynamic nature makes them susceptible to suggestibility and wishful thinking. In a similar fashion, this can make them rather well-inclined towards astrology. Experimentatively, Gemini appears to be one of the more intuitive signs in the zodiac. On the other hand it tends to stress out more easily than other signs.

Dualistic

Gemini is both an intellectual and an emotional character. They are able to see things not only with cold logic and reason but also with emotion and intuition. This has much to do with why they seem so fickle. It is not an intentional thing, they just vacillate between these two different points of view. This dualistic nature gives rise to ambivalence, which amongst other things makes them able to find great forgiveness where others seem to hold on to the hurt. As such, if a friend should lie to them, or if a lover is unfaithful, they still couldn't find it in their hearts to really hate the person. To Gemini, life is too short to feel hate towards someone for years. But depending on what the cause of the grudge was geminis have a holding grudge they can carry around for years. They still hold seldom grudges though.

Fierce

Geminis usually have very strong personalities. They may look like butterflies, but can sting like bees, being verbally and mentally damaging. An annoyed Gemini can be rather manipulative, and cause great damage all-around. Geminis usually have a friendly disposition, but they will do everything to protect themselves, their egos and those they care about. When they are crossed, a ferocious temper can be aroused: a terrifying sight to behold. They need to learn to keep this under control and keep a cool, levelled mind, so they don't cause incidental damage to their own interests or alienate people that they will be needing (especially in a rather fiery chart). Though their temper is passionate, it does not last long in such extreme levels and rather shifts to a more dynamic, ambivalent phase. Their level of independence and their ability to accomplish goals in the face of many obstructions makes this one of the more durable, sturdy signs.

Mercury in Gemini

When Mercury is in this sign it makes the mind quite dynamic, but the memory is also less exacting, and there is some tendency to alter the original story in a way that is more appealing. This is not necessarily a deliberate process, but is more of the way they store things in their own memory. This makes them natural story-tellers, but makes it that much less reliable. In a negative chart, it can make them natural liars. But who wouldn't want a natural storyteller...whether or not it can make us natural liars? LOL

So my blog for today is done...more tomorrow...??? maybe I'll make it a daily thing from now on...if I can remember! HAHAHAHA :D